Unlucky at Relationships

July 28, 2008

I guess I really suck at relationships.  I've never been lucky in love, or in this case, like.  I thought things were going really well and then things started to feel weird; communication broke down and the affection began to wane (I'm super affectionate), I found myself being spoken to rudely, and well, it just fell apart.

Truthfully, I was going to give it a couple more weeks and make a decision; it wasn't feeling good anymore.  He beat me to it on the 3 month anniversary of our first date of all nights. 

I had noticed that my cats were doing terrible things when he was around - they sensed things.  I need to listen to them in the future.  I've gone through the whole gamut of emotions - hurt, anger, then acceptance.   I have nothing against him whatsoever; I just wish we had been able to discuss things instead of having a communication breakdown. That is the Kiss of Death for ANY relationship.

Time for me to focus on me....